Feel like vomiting...

This morning,

I went to church as usual.

Started with praise and worship...

Let's skip the crap.

Suddenly,

Pastor Khor started talking about we young people's activity.

The children church team went for a mission trip.

They went to Gopeng to visit the orang asli.

Then, there's us,

the Ulu Yam trip.

Encourage the small little CUTE kids...

Then lastly,

the Refugee Visit.

Sis Wai Wai wasn't there.

Just Jason and me.

Pastor Khor asked who went for the Visit.

I don't know whether Jason raised his hands up or not

But I did.

And Pastor Khor asked me to go in front and talk about the visit.

I was like... WTH?!

I'm not ready.....

Oh gosh~

Then, i went to the front.

And started.

"Hi, i'm grace."

".........."

"So, Sis Wai Wai, Jason and me went to the Refugee visit last Wednesday."

"I was touched by one family, the Abdullah family."

"He has 1 wife and 2 kids... Going to be 3 kids"

"They just got here for 3 months and they are not documented."

"They can't work, they can't go to hospital, they can't even get out of the house."

"Plus, the wife is pregnant... 7 months..."

"Because they don't have the UN card... they can't go to the hospital..."

"And without the card, the husband can't work."

"And they don't have enough money to pay the deposit for the card."

"So, I requested to have something like a fund raising for the family."

"Well, I'm really grateful for my life."

"Even though it's not really perfect yet."

"We are so lucky... Sometimes we might say..."
"Aiyo... Why am i so unlucky? Why this why that."

"Actually we are very lucky compared to them."

"We have clothes to wear, car to drive, church to go..."

"Some of them can't even get out of the house without getting caught."

"So, just wanna say be grateful for life."

"Thank you"

That was so SCARY!

My heart was beating very fast.

Like it's gonna pop out or something.

It's my first time doing this kind of talk without any preparation.

Well, can't believe i'm saying this but...

It was kinda fun... xD

Good experience...

Btw,

Afterwards there will be a farewell party for my big brother.

At my aunt's condo.

AWESOME!

I can't wait... xD