I feel NOTHING!

I almost forgot about my blog...

Till Callista reminded me...

xD

Exam's finally over...

Before exam i was busy studying...

Who am I kiding?

Do I look like someone who studies??? NO..... xD

Okay... maybe a little...

But it's just because i wanna get 6A and above...

After exam...

I have no feeling...

Because before and during exam...

I got an aim...

But when exam's over...

I was thinking...

"so what now? what am i supposed to do now?"

NOTHING...

I have nothing to do...

I have no aim...

I feel nothing....

So empty...

Haiz....

Let's talk about my results....

I got 3 A already...

Science, KH and Maths...

Kinda happy.... i guess....

SEE HOW EMPTY I AM!!!

I'm not even sure what i feel....

I also found out that i always use the word bored...

But i don't really feel bored...

Bored is just a word i use when i'm not doing anything....

But now...

I'm sure what i feel now....

FREAKIN' MAD!!!

I wanted to go Pengakap camp...

She don't let...

I don't get it...

Why can't i go???

Even Lee San and Sue Vei (usually can't go out)

Can go for that camp....

I freakin' want that stupid badge....

I wanna sleep in a freakin' tent...

WHY CAN'T SHE LET ME GO?!!!!!

Then after argue'ing with her....

I palau her like crazy....

I didn't answer her...

I didn't talk to her...

I didn't even look at her...
Then she use a very fed up tone and said

" let me see the borang first then i'll consider"

I was so mad...

I shouted back...

" I don't wanna go already because of your shitty attitude..."

Till now i'm still mad....

ARGH~

I lost 100% of interest to go to that camp....

Nevermind....

This Saturday i'm going out with Rebekah and Bro. Wai Kin...

I'm not going to ask for her permission...
Because i'll go no matter what she say...

Great~

Just kena marah by her again...

She asked me about what time i wanna go school before...

I answered her already....

Then just now she asked again...

So i speak louder in case she can't hear...

Then she marah me for speaking that loud....

WTH!!!

I very beri muka for not shouting at you already...

And you scold me for wasting my god damn saliva to speak louder for you...

So that you can hear...

SHIT YOU MAN!!!

So pissed right now....

ARGH!!!!

LIFE SUCKS!!!!!